New xanga...http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=sexxaymandy18 .

P.S.  I am a loser.

I'm at home right now, and am finally going to go to bed.  Church in the morning then chilling with my family until I go back to Philly...I guess it would be tonight.  I'll be back home again on September 30th-Oct. 2nd.  I might see some of you people then.  If you want to see me later today before I head back to Philly let me know.  I'll talk to you all later.

Love always,

Mandy

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Well, I'm about to go to my first class.  I can't believe I'm actually in college.  I'm starting to miss my family a little, but I'll see them October 1st.  I saw Lindsay Ettyl last night.  That was a surprise, because she goes to St. Johns.  Anyway, I'm going to go get ready.  I'm having a blast so far.  I haven't gone to any parties yet, because I am trying to get settled in and stuff, but I will definitely be partying soon.  Talk to you all later.

love always,

Mandy

I go move into my dorm tomorrow!  I'm really excited to start college, but I'm truely going to miss all of my friends.  Sure, I'll eventually see them again, but it won't be the same.  Our lives are going in completely different directions.  We're going to change to an extent that some people won't like or recognize.  It's hard to believe that my childhood is gone, and I've now entered the adult world.  I will miss being a high school student where your biggest decision is whether to study for that big test or having to turn down some drugs or alcohol.  Sure those are hard to do for some people at the time, but now I have to live away from home and my family.  They need me right now much more than ever before.  What if my dad can't fight the cancer off?  I think about that every day, but then I also think about how proud he'll be if I graduate college.  So, the point I'm trying to make is I'll miss every single friend that I've made over the past years.  Whether it be next month, Christmas, or ten years down the road I hope to at least be in touch with a few of you.  I might end up moving back to the west coast if my family does, but I love all of you.  Have a great school year, especially all you seniors the time will go by faster than you're actually prepared for.  The year may seem to drag on at first, but when it's all over you'll know what I'm talking about.  For the younger people reach for your goals and make it to your senior year.  Please just make it to graduation, or you probably won't make it in today's society.  For the people I graduated with, I wish you the best of luck with your life.  Well, this is way to long now, and nobody will probably read it, but oh well...lol.  Talk to you all later.

Love always,

mandy